What the Fug.

I seriously think some friends have no regard to console people. I am there to console you, why can't you do the same for me. Is it because it is a hindrance for you to console me? Or is it because you are selfish and only expect me to be there for you when you need me? Seriously, I have been there quite a number of times when you were down. But as for me, you cower and ignore my troubled thoughts and quickly switched to another topic. I honestly think you were a good friend, but not anymore. You only call to ask for things, help or when it is very "convenient" for you. I never expected anything much from you but this is the limit. You can never listen to my troubles fully and you got to attend to your own needs which were rather silly and obvious to solve. I can't take it anymore. I have never felt this urge to blog about anything in my life, I dread it. But this leaves me no choice because by blogging this stupid situation, it actually will make me feel better. Yes, this makes me feels better than talking to you. Trying to talk to you about my troubles makes me feels worst, like you don't care (which you do not). You never sacrifice anything, you only think about yourself, your troubles, your happiness, your day, your mood, your well being, your life. It is not wrong, but you don't show like you care for anybody else except for the people that you are fond of, and maybe some assholes. But not me which was there for you for almost every single shit that happened to you which i knew. I always tried you console you the best I can. As I can remember, you only will say "Oh, don't think about it so much". What the fuck, is that the best you can do? You never asked how was my day seriously. Every time you call me, I feel happy that you remembered me, but after a few lines of talking, you will ask for something. Stop making use of me please, I know i can be easily taken advantage of, so just back off and stop using me. I know I am bitch for typing this out, but in this case you're the bigger bitch.

" pull me out "